Innocence

It sucks when you can’t say a simple “No”,
Path of truth you can’t let go,
Telling everyone before meeting that someone,
Or just diverting from where you intended to go,
Unintentionally everything comes out in a flow.

A job which was never mine,
My graciousness got the better of me,
Tried to escape but the cop didn’t spare,
A hundred bucks with all despair

They take me for granted,
I spend in both ways,
Just to get misunderstood,
Betrayed and fooled!

Simple things but they make me break,
And expose my haunting weakness.
Like an open balance sheet,
Prone to embezzlement

Helpless! Yes I try to resist the real,
What else? Should I be a public property?
No! I have the phobia,
Of being used disproportionately.

Should I be blamed?
Or the opportunist world,
For not letting a chance go by,

Being stepped on whenever they need!
A door without a hinge!
My empathy has a wasting effect.

Well that’s the price I pay!
For giving a thought to other’s distress.
The human race doesn’t deserve my care,
But at the end of it all,
My innocence has no eyes!